am i blessed or what.
i'm supposed to have a chem test tomorrow.
but i intelligently left my chem notes at kevin's house.
logically speaking i'm dead for the test.
on the contrary, thanks to some mass at st nicks tomorrow.
i get to miss chem lecture AND chem test.
what joy.


i realised my voice is not suitable for hard core metal band songs.
i sound too gentle.
dang i cant do emo and screamo now.
how upsetting.


best third jamming in the early afternoon.
a little better than before.
but can be improved upon i guess.
although the red hot chili peppers songs arent really suited for my kinda voice.
the noobists were reduced to a three-man band today.
i had to cover jael's duties.
and its not at all an easy feat.
considering the fact my left index finger can feel NOTHING.
but jamming philipp's songs were the best ever.
the atmosphere was right there man.
the drummer the guitarist and the bassist got SO INTO IT.
talk about excessive solo-ing from philipp.
and the best thing is EVERYONE sounded so good.
you guys did it big time.


now i know how to get it.
everyone in the band MUST be able to participate.
but thats not all.
they must participate passionately.
thats what its all about.
while its only partially cuz of a stale song list.


your sudden vanish
i cant tread your shadow
am i too high up there for you to reach.

perfection at 11:44 PM